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BETRAYALIS THERE ANYONE HERE WHO HASN'T EXPERIENCED BETRAYAL?
It's a human experience. What makes it hurt so is that strangers can't betray
us, only friends canpeople to whom we've given our trust.
For the last 2,000 years the betrayal of all betrayals has been that of Judas
selling his teacher for 30 pieces of silver. What would the Passion of Christ be
without Judas? Crucifixion in those days was common and the
resurrection is another miracle story; what makes the Passion so compellingly
human is Judas' betrayal. Betrayal is really at the heart of the story. It's something that
everyone understands, because in one form or another we have all experienced it.
Now appears The Gospel of Judas, an ancient parchment some believe to be
written as early as AD 130, which tells of another kind of betrayala conscious
betrayal. It's a betrayal that Jesus agreed to, even desired, for he tells Judas, "You will
exceed all of them [the other apostles]. For you will sacrifice the man that clothes
me." The idea of conscious betrayala conspiracy, if you will
makes the Passion of Christ an esoteric story which is simply too sophisticated to be readily understood.
Judas understands the enmity this betrayal will bring, for he has a great
vision of the other apostles stoning and persecuting him. All his three centers
must be denying the acceptance of this role, but still he has the clarity and will to act against his person.
Judas alone among the disciples recognizes who Jesus is, that he comes
from the immortal realm of Barbelo, which is the divine Mother of All, second
only to the great Invisible Spirit. So Jesus is not of this world, a world of evil
created by the mean-spirited god Yahweh. Jesus tells Judas to step away from
the others and he will tell him of the mysteries of the kingdom of the true
God, not the God that the Jews worship and whom the Christians will later
worship. He can do so because Judas' soul is immortal; it was given to him as
"a gift" by the archangel Gabriel, while the others have souls "on loan" from the
archangel Michael, which at their death will leave them.
The Penultimate Role
Now what would it be like if you had carried out a conscious betrayal
and everyone in this room believed you were guilty? Subjected to the harsh
force of our condemnation would you lose your way? Could any of us stand
up to the righteous blame of others, lasting from this day to the day you left
the body and ever afterwards? I would say that if you had any guilt in you,
any guilt that hadn't been integrated, it would vibrate with the invective being
hurled at you, and you might actually begin to believe you were guilty.
It's interesting that what Mr. Gurdjieff wrote in the late twenties and
early thirties about Judas making a conscious betrayal at the Last Supper is
only being acknowledged now. Let me read to you what he wrote:
This devoted and favorite Apostle initiated by Jesus Christ Himself was
called 'Judas.'... Judas was not only the most faithful and devoted of all
the near followers of Jesus Christ, but also, only thanks to his Reason
and presence of mind all the acts of this Sacred Individual could form
that result [of being] the source of nourishment and inspiration for the
majority of them in their desolate existence and made it at least a little endurable.
[When at the Last Supper it was realized that more time was required to
fulfill the sacred sacrament Almznoshinoo] Judas, now a Saint, leaped from
his place and hurriedly said:
"I shall go and do everything in such a way that you should have the
possibility of fulfilling this sacred preparation without hindrance, and
meanwhile set to work at once."
Having said this, he approached Jesus Christ and having confidently
spoken with Him a little and received His blessing, hurriedly left.
How did Gurdjieff know this? There's no sense asking that question
because it only leads to more questions. The fact is he knew it, as he knew that
there was a second moon, Anulios, which scientists only discovered in 1970
and called "Toro." Gurdjieff's knowledge of the second moon was incredible
because it was a cosmic event. His knowledge of Judas was of a human
cosmic event. The Gospel of Judas was given a passing
mention by the orthodox Christian theologian Irenaeus in AD 180 in his
Against Heresies, a refutation of the various Gnostic
groups and their gospels, but he didn't do much more than mock
it. Gurdjieff tells why Judas' betrayal was necessary.
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